LOSING WHAT I DON’T WANT
I fought so hard to avoid this but now
I have to admit that losing you was
not as hard as I thought it would be. Yes,
you have your life, and I have mine but it
has been like that for so long – our love died
slowly, painfully. Now, as I look to
a happier future without you than
I would have ever had with you, I ask
myself why I ever fought so hard to
hold on to what I did not want to have.